It has been a while since I wrote anything. I am setting a goal to write 2 or more times a week.  Sometimes I will publish them and other times it will be for me. I am trying to work on my self compassion. Still feeling my way through life post cancer.  I am still healing physically and emotionally.  There are many days I feel healed and others when I feel lost. This is a new path in life with emotions still to work through and figure out; what am I learning about myself during this time.  As for any lessons in life it will have its ups and downs.  I can say I am truly thankful to learn these lessons even if they are hard. I have many things to be thankful for in this life.  I have a great family and friends who have shown me it is ok to ask for help and support.  They have shown me love and kindness throughout this past year.  I look forward to paying it forward to those in need as well.